this. exactly this. sometimes it’s so loud i can’t sleep. i’m not living what i’m supposed to be living. i know that this life is not mine. i know this is not me. i know it should be different. i know i should be more. but i don’t know where to find the life i’m supposed to be living. how. every time i think i’m getting closer. getting out. getting in. it just gets louder.
I feel this so strongly right now. Like my life’s potential is being wasted.